Being fickle-minded and confused do not do any justice for me in anyway now and I just couldn't take it. I would refer it as a 'mental suffocation'. I know I'm blessed in all ways. Yes, I know. The path ahead seems obscured at first sight; there's always insecurities and often daunted by the unknown that is ahead of you. ..... well, let me have a breather for now, at the very least.